With everything that has been going on, I've come to realize many, many things. Of course, naming them all would take too long, so this post will just be of one.
*Mirrors reflect, whether you want to believe it or not.*
My mom and 4th oldest sister are one in the same. The funny thing is that they DO NOT get along and talk about the other's traits. It's SO frustrating since they have everything the other one has. They both act on selfish impulses. You try to explain it to one of them and immediately the DENY it. Don't get me wrong, I'd want to deny it too if someone said I act like either one of them. I just want to film them both and then make them watch it later. Do you think they'd finally see how they are? Either way, they're looking at themselves when they're yelling at the other, so it tells you something; They strongly dislike themselves.
You know, there is irony in this as well, which makes it kind of hilarious, aside from the fact that the children are being harmed in this crapola of a situation.
Mom and Carolynn BOTH are recovering from abuse of a substance, both are the 4th child in the family, both are Carolynn Ann, and both got pregnant as a teen.
I wonder if they notice it.. Never mind, I know they don't.
In the long run (very LONG RUN ..haha kidding?), I love them both. I just hope they straighten things out before it's complete turmoil. In fact, I'm sure it already is..so what's below that?
